Frame of Abstration.

The abstract painting is a painting that painted by look over the beauty and fact. I was not think what I am going to draw but I was thinking through the medium, material and feeling. To learn, know and understand the abstraction of thing is to forgot and leave who you are and what you know.

Gooodnight.

Wet Woman.

 

Songkarn day is Thailand's new year, People will play and dash a water to each. On daytime I went out home and saw one wet woman standing beside a big bucket, Her face was shown that she was very happy that her whole body wet outdoors. I remembered that moment, she is smiling and dancing among the heavy hot.

Gooodnight.

Vioce and Sound.

I was draw the invisible thing on the paper, Starting with voice from birds and talkative neighbor and the sound of thing's movement, moving car, wind, breath. I used my fingers with colors recorded and lined the direction of them. I closed my eyes while I was drawing for avoid to concern about beauty.

Gooodnight.

Nighttime.

For me the nighttime is very look charming, blur shape of building, dark colors and light from moon and electricity posts. Even I hardly see the cloud but its movement among the dark background with the moonlight was pop up and also the blur color in that moment was really nice for remember and draw it.

Gooodnight.

Expanse.

Sky is the biggest space and it have a lot of color in itself, also the texture from clouds, some smooth, some rough. For me the sky is already be a painting by itself, I can take many inspiration from this big area too.

Gooodnight.

Square.

The square that I painted was come from two bricks on the floor, I observed the direction of its shadow and drew it, meanwhile I also saw the square shape between this 2 bricks even they not stay together. I think all of the thing always have relation in themselves, also eyes and brain can see, draw, link and create the invisible shape.

Gooodnight.

Shape and Form.

I was painted my floor and the shadow of thing on that. The interesting thing is a form of thing and its shadow, And also the relation between form and space of itself. I can look back to history, how come this shadow and know its movement.

Gooodnight.

Shape and Shadow.

Shape and shadow are the nature happening when light hit thing. The length of shadow is always related to the shape of that thing. Today I was drew the shape of my roof that related to its side' shadow. I spent a bit time to observe its movement that also related to the direction of sun.

Gooodnight.

Umbra.

This is a second painting that I used oil on the acrylic surface. The shadow is a nice reflection of thing, The origin of light, Sun, When it start to shine its power collide with thing shadow will happen and then I choose the best view around and draw it.

Gooodnight.

Rising Moon.

Moon was rising before its general time, 6 pm was a time for watching the sun set and take a nice photo of it but not today. I painted that sight while watching this bright circle, I ask myself where is the sun? behind the moon? what its direction go to? Is the sun and moon were on lined each? I would like to see these 2 circles show up above my head one day.

Gooodnight.

Blind 'space.

I was looking to my wet floor and thinking about this clean white paper. Yellow was pop up in my mind, its probably came from the color of sunlight that stuck on my floor. My eyes hardly to see things around except the big yellow light area and I saw a white line when my eyes were blinking. I become to understand how the blind see.

Gooodnight.

Eventide.

The giant orange circle was moving down through the ground and after that I never knew where it's going to. Time always related to everything like the rising and setting of sun or your routine but I have thought that sometimes I can pause or stop some short moments by taking a photograph , drawing and painting.

Gooodnight.

Yellow and Red.

 In the moment I was closing my eyes, some shapes and colors still stuck in the black area but not quite sharp and clear to know what they are. When you felt yourself before eyes open and wake in every morning, your eyes still seeing the inner eyelids as black area, since that second is the best time to go adventure in black unknown space.

Gooodnigt.

Shape Of.

The middle day, Light makes contrast between gap and outline of things. The sight from my position in shadow of deck's roof is great for seeing outside to the buildings and light on itself, to record that visual I was seeing into the paper and canvas I just hope and wish it will not rain again.

Have a Goooday.

Water Mist.

The summer with rain is the best situation to have some holiday or vacation and also the color of everything be changed, The sky on that time was like the land of sand, The brilliant sand and cloud was a nice visual before the thunderbolt spark. The season always change in second, the trouble follow but the spirit of artist will not be changed if your intention and spirit are strong enough for fighting to any obstacle.

Gooodnight.

Welkin Carpet.

 The clean clear sky with a few puffy cloud, From my position I want to change the background of the sky into my studio's floor. I linked the cloud's movement to my hand and brush. I was interested and enjoy in the movement of nature.

Gooodnight.

Movement of Roof.

The heavy wind and the zinc roof were the thing that I met today, The surprise thing from accident is movement of zinc roof that was moving by heavy wind against. This painting makes me started to have thought and get interested to learning art through the accident and get surprise thing after that.


Gooodnight.

Dying Studio.

  

 3 pm. of today in summer, My deck studio and me were burning and dying from heat. I have thought about feeling from sky where the sunlight came from and my floor where the sunlight was arrived, The sky on that time was so clear and I got the fine feeling from that but It was so different from the place I was standing. Its was just a funny thing I got from the land above.

Gooodnight.

Blue cloud and White Sky.

 Sky and cloud are the pairs thing which floating above our head. Blue and white are colors which frequently appear, I was seeing and thinking that what actually color of sky and cloud are? Is the cloud really floating? or actually the cloud and sky are the one layer and always turn around us all the time?


Gooodnight.

Wind Door.

Today I was question to wind that where is its starting and end point, I keep this question back and ask to myself too, The door is a fantastic thing that sometime I never know what will happening after opened that door, new place and new world that is my expectation.

Goooodnight.

Blocked Space.

The infinity area where has no dimension, The land above which we called sky. That space was blocked from human to reach and live, we can do just stay in the airplane, fly pass and see that space from inside. I believed that space was just an illusion space.

Gooodnight.

Wet Summer.

Today is just a one day in summer time but in the evening some water was falling down harder and more harder. I do like the color of the sky on that moment, Its have no color and no depth but look so charming and inside that was carrying a giant water too, such a good feeling for watching in its shadow.

Gooodnight.

Space Study No.4

 Once again, the sky area in itself have a lot of layers of cloud's movement and also have some white holes are waiting for me to go inside. I was interested in reflection between sky and earth's ground, sometime I think that is this two thing were swapped what will happening?

Goooodnight!!

Side Line.

Roof of many homes that I saw from my deck studio was a nice line up. The reflection from sunlight and roof-tile was like a mirage and it also seem like another world too. At the time I was painting I didn't see anything except that mirage and try to feel it. Space of the mirage reflection is a wonderful if you see it through a side line of homes' roof.

Gooodnight.

Space Study No.3

 The huge deep complicated space, Land above head , the cloudy sky is the infinity area and colored itself many times. I was interested in cloud's direction that depend on wind flow, if I pretend to didn't know how cloud happened or what is the white floating thing, It will be so great to question and observe the sky.

Gooodnight.

Space Study No.2

 I went to central world and I found the peeled pillar as you can see the photo above. The space and layer between peeled and white is so nice from my sight and for me this is a great work from past time chance. However I hope everyone who going to central world or anywhere you can find a lot of nice chance art around, just notice and intend to nature of art.

Gooodnight.

Space Study No.1

I became to interested at space from the place everywhere I stay. Floor is a one of many space that I never mentioned before. I thought that It is not just a wall or floor but everywhere and everything is the nothing space that we have made, built and colored them up to just look like a something. you probably find the happening of nothing space while you are intend to reading my blog now or someday when you believe it is real.

Gooodn:)ght

A piece of shadow.

On my deck's floor is not a white or black color is just a plane color drop area but today I ignored to focus and draw everything on that floor except the shadow and a pure sunlight. I like the way in this two contrast thing stay together and make the floor dropped.

Goodnight.

Roof.

I saw one rectangle in front the surface of sky. I can't see the whole area of the place above my head but It made myself interested in that more than the sky.  Its like a hole that took my eyes into the foreground space deeper and deeper until I went out of that hole and knew that is a roof.

Goodnight.

Sky's Floor.

I imagined the how the sky's floor look like, Its that will look like the floor I stood or It is just a nothing area , no colors and no living thing Its area and space is more than the airplane's road, actually I like that area so much its have no length or width to concern about the size of super big canvas and the area that available to get dirty from color splash. Its will be great if I can build my own studio on sky's floor.

Dream and enjoin with me

Goodnight.

Ms.Sleepy.

Sleepy is a normal feeling that always happened before and after bed also in every morning after eyes opened Ms.Sleepy be woken at the same time and its always challenge us to continue sleeping or not. Today I talked to Ms.Sleepy while I was awaking, I took moment to decided to say "No, I will not sleep anymore." then I observed the area above my head on this morning, The color of dark sky makes today be a relax day that also make me want to talk to Ms.Sleepy again.

Gooodnight.

夢 「Yume。」

 My dream of this morning was all about human. The people that I thought and missed they all came to meet me while I was sleeping in this morning until 8.13 am Its was interrupted and stopped by phone's calling from my friend. The dream was turn off and the real life just turn on but one best thing that never be turned on or off is the good feeling that I got from dream.

Gooodnight and Dream !

Schmerz.

For long time that I have a problem with neck and back. Pain is a bad thing that stuck in my body for long time, lucky on me, my nanny was free when I was home so I let her massage me for 1.30 hours pain was released. Just two hands of woman can broke the man's long problem in a short time and I was so glad that tonight will be the really good night to me.
be straight sitting

Good Night to you and to me :)

Infinite.

Meditation was an one way to adventure in the land you never go, Its like a puzzle that always have next questions that waiting for discover but that most difficult step is you just have to stay still and let it happen and appear without your thinking. I was so excited to go into this deep trip.

Enjoin !

Goodnight.

Kingdom of the Haze.

Once again I woke up 7 am. and go observed the land above. The sky in March was so nice even on the evening time we still can see the sky the full of beautiful cloud including with the light of sun setting. This morning I found the ladder that linked to the land above my place, I thought I was invited to come to the kingdom of haze, Its hardly have nothing to fear to go even the bird can fly to, why can't I.

Have Good Day.

曙光「Shokou, The morning's light.」

7 am. of today I was standing and painting among the morning's light. The sky on that time was so beautiful, Clear white mixed with a bit color of light. Sleepy was a one problem that I avoided to face it and I prefer to face with the new surprise thing which i never expected to face it before. " The adventure to an unknown space" - Mark Rothko.

Sun & his light.

When the sun are flowing above my head, Its always break my thought and my feeling by his light. Hiding in the shadow is a one of good ideas to do meditation without anything to concern. This painting was represent the space between my mind and the shadow area. Somehow the beautiful things that you will get when you do meditation are peacefully mind, breath and life.

Goodnight :)

第一緑「Midori No.1」

The Thailand' sky if today its make me recognized to japan' sky which stuck in my memory. Midori is the Japanese word which means green, From my previously works I hardly used green color in my painting. Evening of today the sky was not blue or white but Its was green(for my vision). When I was home I head to my studio and painted that sky from memory and dark sky I was seeing in that moment.

Goodnight :)

Inner Space.

Once again that I would like to suggest you all to see things in your inner eyelids by do a meditation. Its not difficult but not too easy when you do and concentrate to something that is a one way that you have unconsciously done. I was painting in the moment that nothing moving, I was walking around in the inner space and also painting in the peaceful of nothing moment.

Goodnight.

Who in Mirror.

This painting was inspired by Francis Bacon who paint with the mirror. I was painting and seeing my face in mirror in the same time, My eyes was concentrated to itself in the mirror, My face was not look like a real, sometimes I didn't see myself in that and I even not sure who was actually looking at me or who is the real one. In my painting, inside the rectangle is my face's painting and the background is the sky and some shadow that stuck in my eyes. However who was stayed inside that mirror was not important much more than who you are.

Morning Moment.

Morning is a one of the best time for painting, I woke up before the sun rise and painted while its rising up. The environment, sky and cloud were related with the color of sunlight. Also the shadow of buildings that stand around my place was contrast and mixed to place above them. My position was not like a volcano anymore but its seem like a first place that sunlight will show up.

Have a nice day.

Volcano Violin.

 

My studio is placed on my home's deck, Its always be like a volcano when the day time come. I was painting and listening to the Violin single play all a long til this painting done. The feeling hot from my position was like the top of the volcano but it was conquered by the sound of Violin. Its hit and took my mind into the loudspeakers where the sound from. Sound make feeling and feeling make art.

Goodnight.

労う「Nekirau」thank for the hard day.

My first teaching class was started so early in morning, 7 am. of today the sun still not rise yet, The atmosphere of my body and my mind was so good and perfect to continue sleep. I was worked from 7 am. to 6 pm. The sleepiness that stayed with me today was a good challenge thing for me also. 労うNe-ki-ra-u is the Japanese word which we say to colleague before we back home for thanks to each other for work hard on today. My painting was named this word because I felt thanks to myself after I done my last class.

Goodnight.

Concealment.

Myself was hided in the shadow of clouds. Before that happened, part of my body was burning and torturing by the heat for long time. My skin become tanned and I painted my hand's color and the sunlight's color into my painting, Next second ago the clouds were moved and its concealing the sunlight for me. It was just a short moment but I do really glad to enjoin that.

Distance.

Today was a hard day for me, I have woke up early and went to faculty and back home for teaching in the evening. I thought back about the distance from morning starting with the first step outside the door to in the evening when I back home and stand in front my door again. I was surprised that for 11 hours I was outside, Its took me a long distance and did a lot of activities. Sometimes I felt sorry for the time I lost in the past but I couldn't went back anyway so the most important on now is you know what are you doing.

Gooodnight.

Cloak in Red.

Sunlight is a power that was shown from the sun but its not just a normal light, Its also come together with the heat. Sometimes I have thought  that the sunlight was a beautiful thing its give me alive by itself but the heat is was not. For me the sunlight is a great and miracle thing It can give a lot of feeling to me, some is fresh, some is hate. While I was painting and enjoining the sunlight, Its all was destroyed by the heat , I hardly enjoin that and also temper was changed. In this painting I hope you to enjoin and find out my lovely sunlight which cloak in the red.

The Red Frame.

From day time, One clean white paper was painted by the temperature of environment. My body was standing around the heat, Its was burning myself and trying to come inside my mind. Meanwhile my mind have made a one frame deep inside that already. In my painting, The two reds was not the same meaning , feeling and intention. Its just not the same red.

Hungriness.

I have done this painting before dinner. While I was painting my stomach still keep calling and talking to me that " Mikki, I'm so hungry, take a break and find something eat first please." but all I can do on that time was just hear and listen to him by my ear. After that I decided to re-paint this painting by overlay it into red instead and let my mind hears my stomach and paint the hungriness.

Enjoin your night!