zZtomachache（・う・）＊！

Today is the last day of 2011 year. I woke up in the early of morning because I got a stomachache. After I woke i can felt that before but I was not sure about that stomachache was a dream or real. I felt more more and more enough that can make me open my eyes and knew that was a real stomachache. I head to toilet and then I try to continue sleep but it was not work out so I move my weak body to studio and paint. While I was painting i felt so hungry and still a little stomachache. The red background and the colors circles were instead of my feeling before and after I went to toilet. So that was not a good last day of year for me.

Keep smiling and let's do the best for tomorrow!

Fatswim

My today's dream was so ugly. I dreamed about one building. I opened the door and then i saw the swimming pool in front of me.There was no bridge or something that make for across that. Everyone who want to come into this room must to swim. After I jumped into the water i found the big fat guide was swimming and also have the loathe thing which is wet leaf.I felt so uncomfortable and I can't breath also. I woke up from the feeling of dislike . That was a really not good morning of today.

Gooodnight and Good morning for tomorrow everyone! :)

Strangely happy dream.

Today since 8.43 to 10.34 am. I got a good strangely dream. Its about I was escaping with one women police. The good point of this dream is this women police, She is my favorite Japanese single. While i escaping with holding her hand many of bullets go straight to us...such a excited and happiness dream for me. The point is i hardly can't remember about what we were escaping. I focus her face her hand...so cute, beautiful and feel comforted.

Road of dream : bicycle

Morning of today, I woke up and felt so tired from last dream that i got. It was about I and bicycle, We went to many places by walk and ride, sometime i walk and carrying the bicycle when I have to pass the bridge. I am so sure that the places in my dream could go in real world and some places my eyes never seem them before. So the place that i found this morning were from my brain make up and the real place in this world.That is so beneficial when you are not control your brain and mind. You will see something that you never expected.

Howl.

 

2.07 am of today. I was disturbed by flock of dogs' howl. I was really wonder that why dogs always howl after the sunset and from last night its make me think that flock were talk to each or to something that will appear night only. It can possible that dogs can communicate to something that human can't. Its also make me want to be the one of that flock. I really want to know what they saw what they talked to. How wonder of this kind of animal. I need a special sense.

Goood night!!!

Vindictive building.

From last week before we went to the second building we didn't know before that have someone(hobo) stayed. We were very shocked that we found him at the third floor while he was sleeping. Today I and my friend went back to that building again and we didn't come into that building yet. We felt and saw his feud eyes from window, second floor. I felt so excited , cramped and scared from him. I was communicated from his dark eyes...Its said don't be invade to his place again.

Goood night !

Merry XXX'mas~!

MERRY XXX'MAS!!!

Passed（・う・）〜

Today i went to teach at student's home by bus which is very normal for me but this times the bus didn't stop at bus stop that i rang the bell before. I stood at the front of the door while its opening I looked straightly and saw every passed from my eyes. It was so fast situation that happened to me but i try to remember that and i never pass to this way before. Luck for me that it not too far to walk back and on that time was going to evening i was so free from atmosphere and the wind come hit my eyes.

Unconnected ：dream-thought.

Today before i went to bed while i was praying i can felt that something poke my back. That happened make my mind disperse because i think that was cockroach but it was not. Around 10 am. i dreamed about unconnected between the making thing from brain and my own thought. I saw my all of my stuff on the table were disappeared and that made me know actually my table without carry anything was so clean and looks better and i dreamed a lot of soldier dolls alive and attack me in full weapons. The strange thing is i never played and have memory about soldier doll. The last dream was come from my thought but its acuter than fact...i dream about my teaching pencil was broken but actually in fact my pencil was just can't use but its still be a perfect body.

Sleepy Fresh.

Today i woke up so early and went to faculty' studio. I was so sleepy while i sitting on the van. I was home around 5 pm...I head to have a dinner and eat it as much as its can make my body alive in next a few hours...I went to paint at my studio on the deck...I concentrate and focus to my empty paper the fresh wind flew through my body and my mind its also make me want to go sleep and keep painting in the same time. So that was my painting come from...Sleepy Fresh.

Praying with cockroach.

Today I prayed in my praying room before i went to bed. While i was praying something that i really hate and unexpected was happened the cockroach running from my back side. . . I have no more concentration to continue praying and do meditation any more, what should i do?... I start to do concentration and praying for it to walk away from this room...it worked! Thank to dharma' s power!

Gooodnight!!

Intergratedream

My dream today was very complicated and weird , I dreamed about My friend , My niece and My art works. First I went to somewhere with my friend and then i found my niece while we were walking and then the place that happened to me was in the faculty's studio , my vision was concentrated to the board that i pin up all my works on that but have one piece was missing... after i went to bed i was mention about my works that i pin on last Wednesday that some of them would fell down into the ground.

Today's dream - Faded

I can remember and feel that my today's dream was so strong but after i woke up the vision in my dream was faded away by wakefulness. My painting , I did it after i woke up 10 hours I strong feeling that i felt now i hardly feel that but i can remember. Some point that i got is we always can remember the past of our life and can remember the feeling also, like a , yesterday you was hit by your mom....now you can remember and feel how hurt it that even that happened yesterday but you still can feel it, I think the feeling things are a very interesting and important thing for us.

Yesterday's dream and fried oyster's smell.

From yesterday's dream which that i dreamed in my vision the full of water , Its almost like i sleep and dream in the bottom of the ocean but it was not just a water i saw my painting materials float in the ocean too. The second painting was come from yesterday while i was waiting for fried oyster. Its smoke and smell were so strong , its make me felt more hungry and can remember that.
I wish and hope that someday i could take my friend and my master to eat that once. （・う・）

Gooodream and n(:ght!

Again at Fried Oyster.

Like every Saturday's dinner , I always go to this famous fired oyster shop.The fact of this shop is you need to have enough time for sit and wait for the order 30 minutes. Today I try to sketch in the way " release the color" I hardly use the pen marker in this drawing and i also got the new point from this way which is every things that i see in there aer not have outline in black color at all.

Goodnight!

Fuji and Today's Dream.

Today i woke up at 10.34 am. by the dream that I never expect to dream. The story was about polices, my brother , my baby and bathroom. The point is about this dream I am so sure that my brain create it up because all long in my life it never even nearby happened to me, In the other hand i think that when you sleep you can't control your brain to think or create something maybe when your mind be offed your brain will think without that so the outcome will happen that you never expect before.

GooodN(:ght.

Communicated

Today i went to bed at 2.00 am. I was not do meditation in sit posture but I intended to do meditation in lay down posture instead.I did until my mind sleep that I don't know when.I try to communicate to any spirit that its want to talk back to me.While i was doing i saw something but I not sure that my brain make it up or not. It really hard to know and separate that when your mind have to fight with the sleepy. I think that the best way to communicate is get your mind and body be ready to do that.If not you will get nothing.

Gooodream and N(:ght!

Exhausted.

Yesterday(14.12.11) I went to many places since 8.00 am. until 10.00 pm. There all places make me so exhausted , some i was happy , some make me felt stiff , some i have faint in. While i was backing home , on BTS my body and energy its almost burn out but i felt my mind was really peaceful and empty.

Goodn(:ght zZz !

Abandoned place is...mind.

 

Today i went to Abandoned place with Book(My friend). We felt that we were abandoned also because there is no one in that place and we were lade with something that we can't see. Its like a Oxygen around us become a huge energy that push us all the time.

Gooodream and Night!

inner eyelids.

Today I went to bed , lay down my body and close my eyes after that I try to turn off my mind but it not worked so I move my concentrate back to inner eyelids. At the inner eyelids I feel like i was staying in the universe I can move my vision go deeper and deeper and it is no end of that. I also found the good huge space to draft , create , draw , paint or think back to your own past the place that i am talking about is your inner eyelids if you close your eyes and make one point the some where and you just look at that for long enough then you will find that.One more thing that i found when i close all my eyes is your two eyes will be a just one eyes or two or three or whatever you want to have.That all are the vision that i see when i close my eyes.

Gooodnight!

Winter Seafood.

 

 Today i went to have lunch with family at Mahachai. The fact that i got from seafood restaurant is you always have at least 20 minutes to anything before your order be served. And Thailand today had a very good weather so The "winter" painting was done. I got the great inspired from Gerhard Ritcher and My Master.

Takecare everybody!

(*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆

Sleepyヽ(;´Д｀)ノ

Today i used my own technique , using finger to mix color from spray and interior color. The mood of today was shown in my painting, some I feel awake confuse headache and sleepy that was not a good teaching day for me.

Gooodream and Night !

Unexpected Co-prayer.

Yesterday (9.12.11) i went to bed 1.30 am. every night i must to pray 2 times before I sleep .First time I pray at tabernacle and then on my bed before I lay down my body on the bed and close my eyes. At tabernacle,after I just started to pray my ears suddenly were stunned by nothing , There is on one in that room except me and Statues of Thai,Chinese Buddha, my body feel so cramped like i stay at centre of sphere and full of energy, force against me I really can feel that, I stop to pray and I open my eyes and i saw Thai Statues' Buddha can move his face that situation like i sit down in the desert and everything around me are all mirage ,I feel like I am not alone anymore after i done the pray i walk out of that room my ears become better my body feel more free.So now i do really believe that Statues of Thai,Chinese Buddha are not just ceramic there spirits still stay in all time.I think they are so glad that have somebody decided to come in and make meditation and pray for.

Have a great night everyone!

Bangkok CODE van c0-0=

Today i went to faculty by van, I woke up late and its made a lot people in that van have to waiting for me because that was a last morning round.

Today i got one more keyword from my master. "Release the Colors" that means a lot to me because of my color drawing and my blind-color eyes will can more develop from now!

I was so tired and sleepy much so

Gooodnight !

2.12.11's dream

On that day i dreamed about man' soul , I can't remember the whole story but i can feel it.i went to made merit at temple and while i was praying and my hand holding a joss stick and then it was spilled by cough.And then after we done praying we were having lunch together with many people in the area like canteen and then everyone was frozen suddenly one man just appeared in front of my face and he say something to me but i can't hear it after that i ask my dad what happened my dad said on the time that i was spill the joss stick it made him didn't get the merit so he followed me to ask a merit that he should get it from me. That was a fantastic dream !

gooodnight !

Democracy Monument l|i|l

Today I went to buy some papers around Democracy Monument.There are a lot of color things as you can see in my drawing.Around the road and Monument have the public things plants, Macdonald , Phone booth , wheelbarrow.
Some words appear in my head
"keep drawing and fighting with the sun-burn in winter season."

HBD my super best friend "Boook" (yesterday) and 1st Color@fuji

 

 

Today i went to have lunch at Fuji again but for this time i brought color markers to sketch too. I colored while i waiting for the food and around me have a lot of color but the outstanding color(for me)was the waitress's suit and all around that i was not sure the color that i used was right or not but i saw a lot gray and dark gray and black.

HBD to Boook by the way
Gooodnight everyone!

Father's day

 

Today i woke up at 7.30 am. and went to Suvarnabhumi Airport BKK for teaching maths , sounds like crazy right? but i really went to that for teaching and drawing a new place, I went to BTS Saphantaksin Station by Satorn Ferryboat that was my first drawing from and the second i sketch at the observation of airport area and i also taught on that area too.

However...

Long live the King !

Sunday's Dinner.

Today afteri done all my teaching class i went dinner @sizzler, I found the colorful thing, that was a salad bar and full of vegetable, fruits, snacks. I think about the thing that human eat everyday are so colorful and for the color of each thing maybe can mean more than one meaning such as red apple = fire,hot apple? orange which is the color of sun that burn our skin but when you eat orange its can make your skin more healthy. Just funny and enjoy your every meal!

Colors sketch again @ student's home

Today i went to teach maths at student's home, in that teaching room have a lot of color things.From the sketch i drew my student and the thing around on the table after i done my drawing i see it in sketch book and see these all thing on table, i think that how a little table can carry a lot of things ,I see no ground of table actually.

Gooodnight !

Chonburi, Ang Sila ,Bangsan Bleach

Today i went to Chonburi Hospital to pick up my sister who is intern the last year of doctor to home, Before home we went to have a dinner at Ang Sila , Baan Ta-re Seafood, So today i try to put color into my drawing, the sea and sky that i saw its have alot of colors (i guess) so as yo can see i not sure that i se the right color or not but that was what i see from my eyes.

Gooodnight!

Bus no.21 and HOBS beer shop(￣▽〜￣*)

Today i went to CODE building by BTS from Krungthon to Surasak station but before that i took the bus no.21 to krungthonburi station so that what my first drawing come from and the second drawing that come from the HOBS (beer shop around Thonglor) after i emptied my glass i still have to wait for my friend's talk, I have nothing to do but just watched a TV about sports channel that its showing so i put my sketch book and draw in dark room with many voice from talkative girls.The reason i drew it in black and white is because i didn't bring the color in my bag before i went out home, So in next drawing i will try to make it into color drawing!

Gooodnight Gooodream and Gooodmorning !

Colors Available Now!

From Aj.Mike' suggestion to me is about sketch in color!(actually he suggests me to use watercolor in this drawing i use copic color marker). Today i went back home by bus no.167 so in my drawing you can see the bus' seat ,bus conductor, bus stop press , bus's door at first i drew only black and white in fast and color the seat and else (actually im really not sure that i use the right color, I just use that i feel it right on that time) after i finished drawing i still thinking that black and white sketch is look better than color sketch but this is just first drawing, perhaps i will feel better after next few drawings, I think Aj.mike will hope so

Thank you so much Aj,mike

goooodream!